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“Lembrar-me que estarei morto em breve é a ferramenta mais importante que já encontrei para me ajudar a 

tomar grandes decisões na vida. 

Porque quase tudo – expectativas externas, orgulho, medo de passar 

vergonhas ou de falhar - cai perante a morte... 

Deixando apenas o que é realmente importante. 

Lembrar-me que vou morrer é a melhor maneira que eu conheço para evitar a armadilha de pensar que tenho algo a 

perder.

 Já estás nu.

 Não há razão para não seguires teu coração.”

 Steve Jobs

(imagem : destinyblue.deviantart.com )

Rising Appalachia - Scale Down

"See I believe in a revolution, I believe it is a hell,

I believe in it, take care of it daily daily on demand because...

I am a blacksmith of metal and words and a sheep that pitch black too,

and in this life spun short in the span of things I believe there's a bit more that we ought to be trying

Cause 500 hundred years ago, when these trees were more dense,

and the colors pristine, so the chaos made sense.

There was no knowing of loss of a mountain,

the whole mountain that I call home and these same hills roll on and on,

without mention of vanish or where fools belong and these same mountains that go to peace

long before the noose, and now that soon is really gone, now that too is nearly gone

so tell me what have we done as a civilization to destroy in our own wake that

metaphorical hand that feeds us we are trashing our own birthday cake

and I consider myself a skeptic but I'm optimist in soul and we are all getting force fed,

we are led around like the bull and he is huge and rageful and somehow subdued and hauled by those thick rings

so don't you too shut out the filthy, nasty, sticky truth of things

So here we go, get the fuck out your car, walk, it's good for you stop consuming blindly,

get by on what you do have and then scale that down too

Take a long hard look at you

It starts there, we all got a lot to say about everybody else its our own transgression that always tends to melt into

who's fault who's blame who's wrong, but each and everyone of us is doing something

its too hard, too fast, too long and there's

none but ourselves to make this thing last, none but ourselves to make this thing last...

Stand up look around and

scale that down too

It starts there, take a long hard look at you, you stand up, look around and then you scale that down too...!"

Lucky Thirtheen (If I Was Pandora)

I asked for the universal truth 

Sweet liquor offered only to the best

Endlessly craving the knowledge and magick

Blessed me upon the altar of your self destroying world

Took me on to the heights of supreme criation

Offered me the gift of divination

The same gift that so ironicly became 

The the soft silk in my coffin

Im the God´s and Devils daugther

The bastard seed of a sinful inception

Placed in nature´s womb so very long ago

Hidden away in sacred books and treasure maps

I am...

The one they seek to find at the end of the tunnel

The core of their desire, the queen of the empire

Human body thirsty for energy like a vampire

Cursed me with the voice of conscience to

Guide guide me thoroughly in my everlasting radiance of light

Showed me the taste of lust and flesh, the pleasure and the guilt...

Saved me from the blissful state of ignorance

You disposed so cruelfully your sons with...

In gigantic rat trap they were led to create over a paradise...

Thought to be only in their dreams,a pathway reachable only,

After soil was fed with their rotten meat and eyeballs

The ones whose own walls cave on in a vicious cycle

Polluted the skies wickedly with souls needed to recycle

Forced me to me cut trought the darkness in order to purify

And made me believe in your own lie, so many tears I did cry!

Tempted me with mirrored images of exterior beauty

But showed me the depths of ugliness inside!

And in love made found an yearning for duty!

Forced me to disguise among the sheep

Diligently working to be slaughtered

Labeled me mad in scepticism and revolt

In the midst of envy and greed~

Those...

Selling pain with a sweet taste in a beautiful wrapping

Yes, yes , yes I am the one they seek

I remember it in my dreams

I travelled to the past

To the primordial ages

And this lesson I brought home.......

Im the God´s and Devils daugther

The bastard seed of a sinful inception

Placed in nature´s womb so very long ago

Hidden away in bibles and treasure maps

I am...

The one they seek to find at the end of the tunnel

The core of their desire, the queen of your empire

Human body thirsty for energy like a vampire

Light and darkness mixed in a beautiful spectrum

And all the colours of the rainbow pour like a fountain

From this muscle I carry in my chest called Heart...

Bodisatva

Algo?

Nunca me lembro de escrever quando estou feliz.
Quando o sorriso é uma constante, quando o sol é meu amigo .
Não, escrevo antes quando guardo dor em mim, alguma angústia que preciso exorcizar
Tento transparecer sentimentos talvez alguns pensamentos
Desabafos para mim mesma, para quem por acaso me ler.
Esqueço-me de rimar ,de compor um texto bonito.
Só quero acabar rapidamente a minha confissão online, fechar a janela sem rever o que eu escrevi, esquecer o assunto,por de parte o que senti, reler talvez uns dias depois.


Mas a verdade é que hoje não sei o que diga. Qualquer esforço me parece inútil.

Mayan Oracle Interpretation by Ariel Spilsbury and Michael Bryne

Ben (SkyWalker)

I am Ben, skywalker, time/space traveler,
     gentle messenger of the light!
I am the touch of angelic grace.
Once embraced in my robes of light,
      a new tone is struck.
Sublime transfiguration becoming in you
      the  fruit of divine love's yearning for itself.
I am the skywalker who has come to earth,
      entering this time and dimensional reality
      to initiate vision in this age of masks with few eyes.
I reveal the sweet power in the simplicity of love
      as I awaken with my silken touch
      the resonance of heaven you have yearned for.
         

The new  harmonic octave has arrived.
The song of the future returning to itself,
      now pulsates through the frequencies of earth.
Even now its tender promise quickening
      within every cell of humanity,
      that these heavenly frequencies return
      in this time of the Great Miracle
      to draw the shimmering center of humanity
      up to embrace the pillars of heaven,
      whose beams descend from the once and future dream,
      longing to awaken.
         

Winged child who walks in wisdom and tenderness,
      thou art innocent laughter and flowered heart
      open wide in celebratory passion,
      for this dream is vitally alive!
And I, the cosmic pied piper,
      extend to you now my gentle hand.
Let us take a free-fall dive into the unknown.
         

Abandon your fears!
With unwavering trust, step upon my star-path,
      spanning dimensions like a luminous bridge.
Joyfully will we dance awake the dream
      on the altar of the present moment,
      the platform of sacred delight,
      joining heaven and Earth.
         

Move in uncharted territory
      with Protean reference points,
      unveiling the one true identity.
I am Ben,
      here to bridge you with a remembered message
      from your own heart:
You are a pillar of light on Earth,
      and heaven is where you stand!

Pain & Pleasure

Pain mixed with pleasure in a perfect blend
Self inflicted bittersweet taste
Ecstasy in sinful actions
So much confort in pain.
How wicked is this game
How terrible is this fate
How can it be so divine
To be so cold and so utterly confined...
Blood and tears in a powerful cocktail
Poisoneous remedy and a sick drug
Im addicted to this feeling
I cant get myself to stop feeding
Give me more..!
 I can take it
Get my fix in this knife stabbing
Please....
Blood just tastes so sweet....

"Azul" de Ivo Machado em "Quilómetro Zero"

A Mão alisa o cabelo á palavra,

o fogo solar diz quem mora á janela,

da alma e persegue os sulcos da rima..

Um cão aprendeu que no amor o olhar,

Tece o corpo das palavras

Encorpando o sol no azul,espírito no poema...

Vigilância

Olhos verdes fugitivos, alertas,incisivos...

Olhos meus,penetrantes...vigilantes...e tantos mais adjectivos...

Por vezes doces, íris de mel...

Tantas vezes frios e duros,vazios e obscuros gelo impenetrável

Reflectem-se no meu espelho...

Pupilas que se dilatam,absorvem e captam....

Vigilância,vigilância...

Constante...que me cansa...

Olhos meus que quando se fecham...não descansam...

Assustam...Encantam..

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